Sonny’s point of view:
Sonny stared at the crumbled figure against his door. He didn’t recognize him. He had seen will stressed. He had seen will hurt. He had seen will upset. But he had never seen will broken. And the figure against his door was a broken man. A man who had just lost everything in the world. and sonny knew that he should be mad. He should be upset and he should be telling will to get out and give him space. But that figure on the ground held sonny’s heart and all sonny wanted to do was fix what was broken.
Slowly sonny got off the bed and walked over to the door. He knelt down in front of will, grabbed will’s wrist and pulled them off of his head. Then lifted will’s chin until they were eye to eye.
“It’s okay,” he whispered.
Will’s eyes squinted, and then he shook his head, “it can’t be. It’s … It can’t be okay.”
“It’s okay will. It’s going to be okay. You’re going to be a dad. But I’m not going to leave you. I’m still here.” Sonny promised. And even though he knew he should be mad, he couldn’t find an ounce of anger in his body.
“I love you,” will blurted it out.
Sonny could tell from the scared look on will’s face that he hadn’t planned on saying that. But that made it so much more meaningful to sonny. And he felt his heart swell.
“Well that’s good. Because I love you too. I really love you. And this is going to be hard. We are going to hit some rocky times. And when your baby gets here, it’s going to get even harder, but I want that. I want to struggle through it all, as long as I get to stay with you,” sonny wrapped will up in his arms.
Sonny felt will collapse against him. It was as if all the fear and all the pain and all the worry was being released from will’s body all at once, and it was draining will. Sonny could feel will’s body shaking and his breathing was so rigid. After a while, will’s body calmed. And he helped will to his feet. And over to the bed. Once he got will sitting on the edge of the bed, he slowly lifted will’s shirt up and over his head.
Will looked at him and his eyes changed, from the dead and hurt expression to a look of pure love and passion. And sonny had never seen anything more amazingly beautifully hot in his life.
Will stood up, and pulled Sonny’s over shirt off his shoulders and let it fall to the floor. And then he wasted no time lifting sonny’s wife-beater up and over his head. Sonny’s heart pounded. His hand ran down will’s chest and onto his hips. Will’s fingers ran through sonny’s hair, and sonny’s body shivered at the touch. Will pulled sonny down onto the bed, and sonny obliged when will rolled him over and pulled at his belt. His body was ignited. It was a new flame every touch and every movement from will. And it was exciting. And engaging. It was almost a law of physics… for every movement will had, sonny had an equal and opposite movement to match it. It was glorious.
“I love you so much,” will whispered, kissing sonny in such a way it couldn’t ever be explained.
Sonny’s heart was pounding. His body was moving with will’s, and for the first time in his life, he truly felt alive. He truly felt like he was doing what he was supposed to do. He was supposed to be with will. Will was his answer to everything. Will was his life. Will was his. His to love. His to endure. His to support. His to cherish. And will was the only one he wanted.
Today was a strange day. It was a difficult day to comprehend. Two days ago, will and sonny had broken up basically. Then today they agreed to meet to try and work things out. An hour later they had worked things out and then had gone back to sonny’s apartment and made love for the first time. Then a while later, Gabi came and told will she was pregnant with his child. And then will had returned to sonny’s apartment nearly positive it was the end of them. Because of a mistake he had made 3 months ago. And now, they were still in love. In the act of love. And sonny could almost laugh at the situation… if his mouth wasn’t too busy doing other thing.
Things like placing moist kisses down will’s torso. Down his abs. onto his hips. Sonny unbuttoned will’s pants, and he heard will’s breath suck in. he looked up, to make sure will was okay, and the look he saw in will’s eyes was one of pure excitement and anticipation.
“Please… don’t stop,” will whisper.
Sonny pulled will’s jeans down his legs and threw them somewhere. He heard them hit something, but he didn’t bother with looking to see what. Instead he crawled back up to will’s mouth and gave him one of those unexplainable kisses. And that lasted a while.
“Will, people make mistakes, but as long as you’re honest with me, as long as you’re reasonable with me, we can work through it. I love you, and I will always fight to work through it. I promise you that,” sonny said.
Will’s eyes glistened as they looked deep into Sonny’s, “I love you more than I could ever say. And if I will spend the rest of my life trying to deserve you,” will vowed.
Sonny smiled, “you already do…”
the two of them were meant to be together. sonny knew that. and his heart fluttered when will said 'the rest of my life.' will was planning this for the rest of his life. and that was exactly what sonny wanted. he wanted the rest of their lives to be like today. complicated. and difficult. and trying. but filled with love so strong it can overcome any obstacle. and sonny had every intention of making sure everyday was just like this one. every day. from now, until the end of their lives. and sonny knew that if he lived until he died, with will by his side, then he would die a happy man. he could truly say that his life was blessed, and there was nothing more he wanted out of it.